Life is full of secrets

My life is full of dark secrets and yet I don't have much to hide about myself. I am like a ticking time bomb, just waiting to self destruct with so many secrets inside me!

From a young age, familly and friends tend to confide in me as they knew I am as good as my word and will never disclose anything to anyone. An attribute that is extremely bad for my mental health and it's like a self sworn secrecy, a system that locked away details far inside me for eternity.

A friend nearly died last weekend and I am the only person in this world that knew what had happened. Without a word, my friend knew that I will never divulge what had happened and this frustrate the already confused me.

I know life is full of secrets but how much or how long can one hang on to them? ….